My Self-Harm.

i didnt exactly know where to put this.. but it is in a way a self portrait?
anyways..
every red line on this mannequin matches with one scar on my body, in that place.
i think i missed some though because the mannequin is not quite as proportional as i am, and some of the scars have faded by now.
i self-harmed for 2 years. i started friday, october 13, 2006.
its been almost 5 months since my last cut. its not easy ill tell you that. its actually been getting harder lately.
i just wanted to be totally honest with you all....
i thought about marking over all my scars on my own body and taking pictures, but i would need a photographer for that.... which i didnt really like the idea of.
also, my own scars are not as visible as this... mine are smaller in comparison because as i said the mannequin is not proportional and i am for the most part.
when i have enough money i want to get laser surgery to remove all of my scars except for the 3 very visible ones on my forearm. i seem to be attached to those...
im expecting a lot of questions, but please be respectful to this piece as it is very personal to me.
more pictures might come later..

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